I don’t understand where some peoples’ sense of entitlement comes from.

Did you think things were going to be easy after you left home for a year? People change. Situations change. Other people reap the consequences for your decisions. To sum it up, shit happens. What you can’t seem to accept is the fact that you don’t like the change that you see. You say you’re not trying to change my decision and whatnot but what you do you expect me to do when you say, “I want you to think it over one more time,” means the same thing. You want me to change my mind.

I trust you to trust me to make the right decisions and you can’t do that. Excuses of not being able to trust the world and the people in it… I get it but like I said, you have to trust ME and MY judgment. It’s not fair that you get to dictate when the conversation is over when I still have things to say. How stubborn of you to cut me off because you don’t want to hear what I might have to say. How does that make you any more understanding than I am?

When I turn your words back on you and make one comment stating that it’s my opinion and that I want YOU to think about it you flip out. I’m not trying to antagonize you but how else am I supposed to feel when I feel like you’re attacking me?

I don’t know what I have left anymore from you…

I am very angry at the world right now… I didn’t get to choose my race and things would have been very different if the position was reversed.

RIP AJ Castillo.

I was never close to you in AIT but it is still painful to know someone that was in our platoon has passed away. I remember you being a good, respectable guy.

I pray for your family and friends that have suffered such a great loss in their lives.

Cheers.

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I need to pick up a violent sport soon… I need some place to channel all this anger in a healthy manner.

People give up too easily.

Dear morons at the $3 theater,

Thank you for demonstrating your lack of respect for others by having your own damn, stupid, meaningless conversation right behind me throughout the movie. Oh AND your stupid comment, “Well, there was a lot of shooting.” SERIOUSLY WHAT THE FUCKING HELL?! It’s a WAR movie. It’s about the Navy Seals! It’s called “Act of Valor.”

Do you even KNOW what “valor” means? It means courage in the face of danger/war, something YOU probably aren’t capable of. Men like that in the movie (even though it’s fictional) give up their lives so you can make stupid comments at the end of a film.

Then another idiot in the back says, “it was a good movie, even though I didn’t know what was going on half the time.” This just adds fuel to my fire. If you don’t understand, how can you say it’s a good movie?! To be honest, the movie judged as a film was alright. The acting was terrible, but the angles were really good. It wasn’t really about the plot. It was about the bigger picture and what they do. It was overly cliche and it was Hollywood. But I truly think that anyone that sat in that theater tonight wouldn’t understand why it was such a big deal that those men lost someone.

Let me try to put things into perspective for you. Imagine someone closer to you than a brother. This trumps any fraternity, club, organization, and sometimes MORE than family. Imagine losing someone like that. I bet you can’t. You think you can take a bullet for some people but you’ll never know until you’re put in a situation like that. These men are constantly put in situations like that. The true test. You have to trust them with your life. You are NOT invincible. There is NOT always a miraculous solution or cure that is going to save you. There is NOT always a happy ending at the end of every story. That’s why the man who was about to become a father was able to sacrifice himself for his men. The personal courage, the selflessness, can you even comprehend it? I’ve never been to war and if I ever were to, I’d be fucking scared.

People are so freakin’ small-minded, selfish, and self-centered sometimes it disgusts me to no end. I can’t even describe all of the emotions that I feel and express them into words. A part of it is just pure RAGE… there ARE such things as stupid questions and there ARE such things as stupid comments. Some people just shouldn’t procreate.

quick update,

I tried out for commencement speaker and I was in the top 3 of 9. I was the only one not professionally dressed too. I failed at the 5P’s but they really liked what I had to say.

damn… I was so close but still, I’m satisfied that I even got that far.

cheers.

I just got the best news ever today.

Sad part: I’m transferring units. So all the good people that I know and made good friends with, I have to say a temporary goodbye.

Best part: I’m not going to unemployed after graduating. I have a month off and then I’m off to do bigger and better things. This is so surreal to me right now. I’m so thankful that people also said good things about me…

I’m at a loss for words. I’m so grateful and humbled.

1. Idiot bartender in the UK corrected ME on what an amaretto sour is. Hey moron, the brand name is Disaronno and it is my poison of choice. I know my alcohol and amaretto is the actual liqueur so I was RIGHT…fucker..up yours!

2. Why do people leave me voicemails if all they’re going to do is whisper into the phone? You obviously don’t think what you have to say is important so don’t even bother calling and leaving me voicemails.

3. It annoys me when I say something out loud and then a male says the same exact thing but when he says it, he’s a fucking genius. I say it first but he gets all the credit… yeah dude, fuck you too.

I’m feeling particularly obnoxious right now…